Lately I've been feeling so far behind. We've been behind on bills, we are the only ones of our married friends without kids, we haven't gotten to the bigger apartment we wanted and more than anything, I feel deeply inadequate as an artist. All the artists I admire and hope to be like, are around my age. Many are even younger than me, but yet they are leaps and bounds further than I am in terms of skill. Most people who are professional artists, started drawing at a young age and never stopped. Many even have schooling for it. I may have doodled through out middle school and high school, but never really devoted any time or effort to art unti